[:>|::Any Dream Will Do..::|<:]: February 2006

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

GReat i shld b studying for econs test now yet i am blogging...deprived of blogging for too long..all bcoz of diary-x. by the way..o'levels result 's out..i've gotten 6 points:D...it's rather shocking to see my name in the list of those 6 pointers.everyone was like saying i'm the black horse or sumting..haha..anyway...was really happy dao tears juz flow freely..lolx..until the moment when i get bk my result slip...wth eng i got b3...and A2 for both phy n chem-.-..really cant blieve i gt b3 for my eng n a2 for my chem..it's CHEMISTRY lehh..super sad lahh..but mayb was quite happy at tt moment so it did not really cross my mind much..however was quite relieved tt i mange to get an a2 for my phy and i didnt fail it..n HCL, geog n emaths too..got a1s..:D..see..at that pt of time...the happy level is so much higher than the disappointment level...Disappointment finally kicked in when i reach hm a few hrs later when i saw the overseas attachment form where u have to get 2a1s for 2 pure sciences n a gd cca record-.-...it went 'bang' right in my face.tt's not the only disappointment...though i am a six pointer..i cld applied for NONE of the scholarship...coz they want eng+CL1/CL2+5<8..and great..wif my b3 in eng..I qualify for none as i exceeded the minimum by 1 mark-.-....
haixx..this is so Disappointing, Demoralising, D.....
wateva it is...I ha my time in choosing schools. Pulling out nearly all of my hair..having countless of sleepless nites...nearly going crazy n breaking down..i chose VJ as my first choice n RJ asmy 2nd..which then to my horror to realise tt Rj has more pple entering Med faculty in NUS in compared to VJ..which only got 30 O.O..this is super shocking..repulsions of regret surged through me. Argh...BUT...i have thought thru well enuf to convince myself i did not make a rash decision but a decision i have thought thru quite a lot of times n it would not go wrong(i hope)..ya so..tt's abt it...gonna study for econs~~

[WHO on EARTH invented ECONOMICS..it sux seriously]