[:>|::Any Dream Will Do..::|<:]: July 2007

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

haix. horrible results. it just smacks me in the face thath maybe i dont have the brains at all. sickening. my results are always so stagnant. and great. i seriously do not think that blaming it on religion practices is a sane method to make myself feel less guilty. at least that's the output my mum is blaming so far. saying that i did not pray hard enough. saying that i did not chant long enough. for goodness' sake. u cant juz rely on buddha to get u ur As. i agree that luck plays a part sometime.but i know that, and honestly, i really do each of my prayers sincerely.
so stop blaming me for that. it's the quality not the quantity that matters.

on a lighter note, i understand why my mum did that lah. it's juz pain her to see her daughter getting all stressed up and yet didnt manage to produce the results she expected.

but, juz one point to make, not that it's pointless to study, but it is faith that keeps u going on, some hope there u know. saying that i did not pray sincerely enough, is just denying all that i have put in.

sadness.resentment.helpless. :(