「 dancing away 7:30 PM 」

Everything has fially come to a closure. Resonance 9 ended ytd. all the hard work we have put in, the commitments and everything, paid off:) somewhow, after for being busy for so long, to be freed suddenly is definitely to cause some to feel lost and empty. haha, but nonetheless, i'm seriously going to miss the times i have with vjc harmonica band. u guys rocks:D especially section 3, where all the fun is. haha. the immense hours of bridging, slacking, octave blowing and crapping. bet nobody else will experience the same thing. haha. get to know a lot of people thru harmoc, who juz make your life even more exciting and colorful. get to know some of the teachers better too. mr. lee is super talented lah. can play the drum, the bass, n pro in harmoc too. well, though i doubt he wld see this. really a big thank you to him for helping the 'feng' people and the 'classic' people.

n to my class people: thanks for coming. coz of u guys, we played our hearts out for feng:D
to meifang, enen, ester, xiaoying: thanks for ur commitments, and really, sorry if sometimes i have made u guys feel bad in any ways.
to sin hwee, our pro violinist: thks for 'chuan-men-ing' :D
to agnes, the soloist: paiseh for always miscounting my beats. hahaha...anyway, u' re damn pro sia. and thks for giving me the chance to play the violin for ur solo. and to clar: u rocks lah. please coach me on piano someday. haha.
to the classic people: thkss a lot and really sorry that sometimes the meeting for practice knda screwed. haha. but nonetheless. section3 rocks:D and we rocks. esp to sirong: pai seh have to make u perform so 'last-minutely'. haha, but u're great lah.

well, i didnt know mr. wong came for the concert, until i, esther and enen met him during intermission. and i'm erm, wearing my black dress. so paiseh. damn weird lah.haha. juz damn weird for a teacher to see ur student in such attire. at least fomr the student's perspective. haha. tt's how i felt during my sec 4 prom nite too. when my form tcher gave me that look. hahahha. weird lah.

well, wanted to include this in the mc's speech but didnt manage to do so since they are already flooding with stuff...

the classic is dedicated to her, our beloved section leader, our friend, one who will always be remembered.

「 dancing away 5:11 AM 」

sickening.
i'm so fed up yet i cldnt type much abt it here.
tt's y i hate online blogging. the urge to tell someone rite into the face yet somehow have to resist it. SICKENING.

the feeling sucks.

it's a pretty sad case indeed. considering the no. of yrs of our friendship. Now, to tink of it, are those really whom i know? n frankly speaking, since when does money play such an important role in maintaining a friendship? Maintaining a friendship, is to interact with the person, wish the person happy birthday, spend time with the person,really get to know the person, being able to see the 'other' side of the person and not at facial value. Paying money for a present does not equal to maintaining a friendship. And it wouldnt really matter to me if I own singapore's central bank and start printing money. Will that guarantee that i will have all the friends i have known all along to be there to support me when i need them? A point to consider, money can't buy u true friendship. face it. money will juz strip these people's outer shell, to reveal their inner core. To allow u to see clearly who these people are.

Tink i've learnt a lot in jc, not only learnt, and experienced. Seriously, every struggle in life allows u to grow up. To be more sensible, to see life more clearly.
and to really treasure those who really deserve it:)

「 dancing away 7:54 AM 」

yay, went for pw dinner juz now. macaroni n cheese very imba! n yup, we went kenny rogers..the food there not bad. haha..in fact, suntec city there seriously have a lot of nice food. it's juz a matter of u-know. haha. anyway, was quite stonish for no reason. tink was probably exhausted after lunching wif my relatives n waking up at 7.42 to do tut, not to mention i slept super early the night before-10.30pm le.only esther can beat tt..haha...dunno y leh, i keep feeling something is missing or not right 2dae...dun feel as shuang as i'm supposed to be feeling. weird weird weird. and great, my dear dad accidentally ironed over the prints of my tshirt. which i was abt to wear for the dinner..-..-....no mood sia...haha

but seriously i'm quite aware of my own silence. but it's fun to listen to others lah..haha..
sometimes, i find that people behave differently in front of different people. I do so sometimes too. and it's like u are controlling or rather presenting the image u want to present. even though it may not be you.

sad, we didnt take much photos...it's kinda weird too.cant explain y...but it's like quite gan ka. hahha...tink unless u have jason or rachel in ur grp, u wldnt go photowhoring. h, no lah, We are too sensible, and not-so-narcissist to go on photowhoring. hahaha

anyway, really miss having pw gatherings..haha..I.M the Future!!