[:>|::Any Dream Will Do..::|<:]: June 2007

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

As my laziness kicks in, this blog has been left untouched for ages. haha. anyway, juz finished the attachment at imh 2dae. thought-provoking experience i must say.
for eg. yesterday, though i reach hm super late after cal
's bday celeb, well, i tried to discuss my future with my mum. As in the other options i may consider as my career. hmm, though i havent really come to a conclusion yet. i foun out 2day that in jiaming have the same type of mother. lol. guess wat's my mum's response when i asked her to give me her opinions.

Mum:" aiya, u face the Gohonzon and chant lah. then u will know what are ur other choices if you really cannot make it into medicine"
Tiff: "-..-"

haha. actually, wat was really running thru my mind was my plan of having a 'back-up plan' which is damn impt especially in considering a competitive course in medicine where only 230 out of duno how many thousands are selected. so wat if i fail? hmm, it never really come across to me to have a backup plan until like last yr during my attachment at gleneagles. sometimes, one juz get so blinded by one's own desire.

so, i tried the method: elimination. :D
Basically, i tink, wat i really wanted in life is to lead one filled with purpose and meaning. i dun want to be the slave of money, leading my whole life as a money-grabber, and to end up with nothing since literally u cant bring ur money with u into ur grave. haha.

hmm,i'll stop here lah, need to go bk to my intensive mugging plan which will be ruined if i dun stop typing now.

Cognito ergo sum I think, therefore i am.
the ability to think proves one's existence. losing it equates to disappearing from the surface of Earth = non-existence. but although, one is lost in his/her own world, as in being 'non-existent' in the real world, the physical presence that still exists will be treasured by his/her loved ones. At least you are still alive, and living. Life is just so precious and fragile.