[:>|::Any Dream Will Do..::|<:]: February 2007
Friday, February 09, 2007
「 dancing away 4:25 AM 」



Today's the release of O's level results. Wish all the peeps taking o'levels good luck, and of coz to get into the institutions they want to go to. Last year, on this particular day, i could clearly rmb taking the mrt with cally. telling her how worried, how nervous i am. I wanted good results, i mean who wouldn't. lol. anyway. it's really quite scary to see how much time flies. it's like a snap of the fingers and 'boo' u'r in 2007 taking A'levels this year. the feeling is rather unpleasant i must say. Having a year passed so quickly that u barely have the time to think what exactly had happened.

Oh well, went for the Speak Actually workshop on Wednesday. It's quite good:). Though i kinda screwed up when it's my turn to speak. well, a fish bone stuck in ur throat doesnt exactly give u the mood to give a 1 min speech. And i realise there are some similarities with the fundaments of this workshop n the Adam khoo's workshop.Though this is so, of coz, this workshop really targets at how u do public speaking. How i wish we ad this workshop before op instead. However, during the 1 min speech, i really felt quite nervous in a way that it's like one of the extreme emotion i have experienced so far, even during OP, i wasn't half as nervous. To think of it, i tink it is mostly due to the fact that i need to be prepared b4 making a speech. Literally a prepared script. and of coz, being mentally prepared is impt. ok, the bottom line is: i'm bad at making impromptu speeches.

if it's predestined, one can't escape from it. if it's not, no matter how hard one tries, it just won't come. or one will juz miss it...somehow:(
*so near yet so far* this saying juz comes true sometimes.

yay! i've bot a digicam:D my baobei no. 2!! haha, can start photowhoring liao.this is madness!!!!



Friday, February 02, 2007
「 dancing away 9:01 AM 」



ok a continuation of the previous post-..-

anyway, went to Cassonaville children's home this afternoon. The environment's nice:) like a children's haven. i didn't know there's such an environment existing in Singapore. it looks like something that i would only see in tv, a place that i would only visualize as a place that is foreign(mayb somewhere in Hongkong?) haha. well, Mr. Gregory Goh then briefed us abt the basic rules of the home, and gave us an orientation around the home itself. well, David's aunt's a nun. i didnt know abt it till we reach there(tink rather, all of us didn't know abt it)lol. interesting. there again, due to my lack of exposure to the world, i tot these scenarios only existed in HK drama serial. Interesting isn't it? really hope i can make it for the tutoring scheme. coz my schedule nowadays is really serious packed.

On our way there, I and en discussed abt childhood violence. The thought of it is already disturbing. Can anyone imagine a kid killing one another? Though during my sec 3 n 4 yrs, i've been exposed to such materials, due to lit elect, i still tink that it is rather a major shift in paradigm that kids can be evil and are not as innoncent as they seem to be. However, the question is, are they born to be evil or is it becoz of the environment they are in?

pondering. but i do believe everyone born into this world started off as a clean sheet of paper. Whatever happen next very much depends on who's doing the painting, if u know what i meant.




woah, just reached home after S38s' JTS @ Fish and Co.! haha, nice juniors we have. lol. always zi-highing, and lame. cute lah. haha. anyway. i, enen and xiaoying had like the meal of our life lah. SATURATION POINT! lol. can see that ene's going to burst anytime if she just eat one more mouthful of swordfish collar. oh man, tt fish's imba! collar damn big. it was so much bigger than we expected. lol, but we managed to clear it lah, 90% i say. haha good job! at least we didnt waste food. the thought of children at the other end of the world suffering from malnutrition, dying for starvation, juz compelled me to really cherish what i have now. including not wasting food. haha