Saturday, January 27, 2007
Finally, SAT is FINALLY over. afer the strenuous 6 hrs paper (apparently), i really couldn't take it any longer. My back's aching, my eyes closing, i juz want to shut off and find some place to hibernate. (the library's couches is a recommended place:)
anyway, my energy level was way low my usual level. even now as i'm typing this entry, my brain's kinda half dead. the only thing keeping my alive is the noisy msn chat box.
Recent thoughts: i find mysef retreating, into a world of my own, i can literally feel myself closing up, like a flower that is like reversing its blooming. i will juz go into complete silence, become kinda reticent. i dunno why. perphaps, it's juz simply becoz yr 2's life is taking its toll on me.
i don't want to lose u, u and u. :(
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i hate myself for my incompetency. i'm seriously not a leader:(. hate this sia.
Friday, January 05, 2007
i have confirmed my suspection. the 'entry-deleter' will occur when the post is too long. smart me. so i have broken my entry into 2. kinda stupid though.<--contradicting myself.. so a continuation of 4th jan's post.
After reading blah n blah's blog. i seriously wonder how many masked people are there out there? hose who always seem to be at the peak of their happiness meter, are they really there yet? or izzit just some cover? Though i do not doubt their source of unhappiness, as everybody faces it somehow in a way or another, but i belive that the devasting thought to end one's life due to the obstacles faced is just a stage that one can grow out of it, it's just a matter of time. One will grow out of it once they seen the fragility of life and the many hopes one can have of life.;)
i sincerely wish that 2007 wil be a better year for all and of course, good luck to my batch of A'level students who will be muggin away for the rest of the year!
MUGGER ROCKS!
Thursday, January 04, 2007
A sudden urge to blog seem to wipe me away from my bed and station myself infront of my laptop. a rare occasion, considering the fact that i have been hibernating (as in my blog) since dunno how many decades ago. Due to my hectic schedule and sad to say, laziness, i had missed blogging on important occasions, namely the festive seasons. I did not blog on my birthday, which is also christmas. I did not blog on New Year Day, the start of 2007, the start of a marathon that i'm going to run right now( a'levels-.-). My list of 'did-not's just go on, as i had already come up with a few as i'm typing this entry.
well, to make full use of the blog, i would like to thank my dear friends and family members for the prez and well wishes i had received.
A big hugz to freeze, really miss u guys. A big thank you for the presents! love them sia! one of my best gifts for this year! haha
Thanks to meifang for the prez and also 06S38 for the present. xie xie xie xie
haha, and one big thks to zhu tai for the smelly 'foot'-note n shower gel. hahaha. i pinned the 'foot with black toenails' on my board leh..act gothic...haha
Thanks everyone who passed me gifts, wished me happy bday! sorry if i left out anyone. but to those who are reading, here's one big THANK YOU!
