Wednesday, August 30, 2006
haix. i juz realised it has become a habit to blog when i'm feeling down.
reading through my psot, they juz seem to be of the dark moments of my life. well, 2day's another i guess.
none turn out well, except one thing. screwed up spa, abandoned in school, forgt to hand in remendial wksheet,etc. haix.the list juz goes on....
sian.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
for the first time i broke down in his arms.
tears continue to flow as i type abt this.
i clnt help but notice how has he aged.
he whispered 'sorry' to me.
i realised that this was the first time he held me so closely n gently since i entered my teens.
i realised there are times that i had pushed him out of my life.
i love you too, dad.
i dont have the courage to say that.
but deep down, i know i do.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
2dae's just not my day. First thing in the morning, got scolded by my mother for not marking coco's assessment book. How on earth would i know she wanted it by yesterday. haixx. bad start. Then as i was about to open the door, i realised i dont have my keys, so i went bk to my room to get. as i stepped out of the door and locked the gate, i realised i've forgotten my specs. how fun can this be, opening and closing the door.
After piano, i ent home to slack for a while before heading to novena to John's house for pw. And great, after i had reached the ground floor, crossed the road , i realised that my hp's batt is low. so no choice, i had to go all the way bk to meet my mum to exchange hp batt.
that's not all...i cant belive that i can miss the stop for novena, only to realise it when i reached orchard. haix.This is not the end of this chain of unluck events. i stepped out of the mrt, tinking that i had finally reached novena. i walked out of the mrt station. turned right n kept on walking. n great. i realised i have walked in the wrong direction.-..- reached ttsh instead. THIs is driving me crazy.
for once i tot everything's going to return to normal since i managed to get off at the right stop to John's house. -.-.....and guess what happened. The interview was cancelled. why? Because ALL the doctors had left and the clinic was CLOSED! Fancy asking us to come down to TTSH after 1pm. how nice of them-.-. Haix, we have nobody to blame but ourselves for not contacting them ytd.
sian. a wasted trip. a wasted pon for interact. my poor Dhiyaa wouldnt have anybody to teach him 2dae. sad*. actually it's not that wasted lahh. we did managed to do some work. so not that bad;)
haixx..sian..chem lecture assessment nxt week. i wonder how m i going to survive nxt week. kill mi lah.
-segregation.segregating.segregated.
life only rocks when everything turns out well.
it's painful to like someone.
Monday, August 14, 2006
haha.cant help but keep tinking of the cheer(is that really a cheer?)
SLACKER SLACKER
Small Slacker Big Slacker
Bigger slacker YOU
Welcome to Slacker's Land...i don't rmb le..
Anyway, dunno y i felt super slackish, even as i'm typing this entry. For no reason at all, i keep having the feeling that i'm wasting time away, doing things that should not be done first, getting all my priorities wrong.
Probably insecurity?
I don't know about that, all i know is that PROMOS ARE AROUND THE CORNER AND I HAVE NOT STARTED ON ANYTHINg YET!!
Thursday, August 10, 2006
yay, new template:) sadly, this is not one of my own design, koped it from blogskin. I miss making my own template:(
Time's a limiting factor, n i have succumbed to it.
torn between two worlds; family and friends.
problems arise when one world try to interfere with another, or to say like when Singapore tried to meddle with Malaya's affairs and vice versa during the merger. haha. kinda bored now lah. one a.m leh~.~...anyway, i'm seriously suffereing from a headache becoz of this. Not to mention the mental block i had for the past few days. for the sake of PW, i murdered my brain cells. *digressing. wanted to lock up this blog but couldnt find that stupid key to do so. i used to find blogging fun, as u get to share your life with others, furthermore, one get to reflect on what one had done. Thus, i do think that blogging is in fact beneficial and entertaining, not forgetting to mention the part where you design your own template. It's very self-fufiling.
However, i had changed my perspective about blogging. I don't want to blog. coz, i have no life to blog about.
KIDDING LAH.
juz a little sian abt it lah.
i wanna sleep liao..
