Saturday, October 28, 2006
We had a university panel discussion yesterday. Looking back, time had seriously grown wings and it flies~. i still remember the days when i juz enter Anderson Secondary School, despite of my so-so PSLE results, i managed to enter that sch. It is the place where i've made so many good friends, met good teachers like mr. eric tay, mrs. teresa lim, mdm wong, etc. the list juz goes on.
so emo now...
haha...anyway, the panel discussion kinda ermm, boring. the speakers lack the variation of tone, muahah, too much OP makes one critical about presentation skilss. lol. we went for class lunch after that. so, where's our class lunch for this time? at the same old place....PARKWAY PARADE.
at the fourth floor or something where the uncle always shoot us with the annoyed look. lol.
anyway, went to city link mall after tt to meet des, nd to get adobe photoshop. FOR THE SAKE OF PW. haha, he looked quite different in tcc uniform.
went to the nikeshop at raffles city to enquire abt the progress of the shoe assessment thing. N great, tt salesman guy told me something like this: "the sole of your shoes looks a little worn off. they are running some test on it". WTH. are u insinuating that i lied and ran 7.8 km around with the shoe before coming to u guys and asking u all to take a look at the quality of the shoe instead. watever it is, for ur info, i'm not even a runner or something. i only walked with that pair of shoes and played floorball and fris-ball in them ONCE during PE. ADmit it lah. the quality of the shoes SUCKS.
after tt, we went dhoby gaut to meet the others. lol. the girls went shoping abt while the guys stoned at yoshi.typical scenario. haha. anyway, they then went cathay to buy tix. i and jiaming decided not to follow them. BUT we went in the end lah. haha..coz the nooby want to go cathay and take a look:D. ahahha.The place is quite nice, especially the BEN n JERRY, it's like super cosy and nice lah.
walked bk to ps later. lolx. got so enticed by the delicious ben and jerry ice-cream, tt we decided to get a ice-cream too. haha. but got so cheated by the STRATIACELLA which is basically vanilla and chocolate chips.lol
i'll stop here lah. blog nxt time.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
yucks. i'm so dead lah. my presentation skills juz sucks. tink i'm the worst presenter in my pw group.
*worried*
Sunday, October 22, 2006
oh man i wasted like 3/4 of my day watching tv lah
i'm juz soo slackish.
tried to finish my script..finished but the last part's kind of slipshod job. too sian n tired of pw liao.
sometimes, it's juz weird to why i cldnt hold a decent converse wif some people. cldnt really tink of a reason. the ideas dont link, n i'm juz pure laggy. weird weird weird.
n i tink i pissed someone off ytd....felt bad but i'm not exactly in the wrong though..haha... how how how.
bu zhi dao lah..
Friday, October 20, 2006
we had farewell assembly for mrs chan today. she was Anderson's principal, but left for VJC in the year of 2001. the year i entered Anderson. Now she's leaving VJC, also in the year i entered the college. sad. She's a really nice principal. The life force of VJC.
anyway, the teachers performed a song for mrs chan, a song they penned themselves. quite cool, isn't it. the song is nice n i really cant belive my eyes when i see the chem lecturer strumming an electric guitar. haha. unexpected. tink i judge people too much on based on their looks. lol.
GO west, out of VJC~
Go west, to be the new DD~
met up with uncle teck seng for lunch today:) boy, we really did quite a lot of catching up. haha...havent really talk to him for some time..lol, n great, he bombarded me with questions on project work. haha. guess now i'm more prepared for the oral presentation than ever. juz kidding LAH. i really CMI liao lahh....
oh man..how how how. my promo grades juz sucks. it's like worst than mid yrs lah. though there's some improvement here n there, but i seriously screwed up some portion of it. screwed up real bad. if it wasnt for those parts, i would have scored better. stupid me. careless me.
can i juz shift the blame onto my piano exam instead:D? the reason why i didnt do well this time is that i was busy preparing for my piano exam, so i kind of put asude my studies n concentrated on my piano exam instead. luckily, i didnt fail any subjects or the piano exam. esp my piano exam. coz i have sacrified my grades for it.
i shall work harder:D mug like there's no tomorrow!!!
anyway, got the job attachment to Glenneagles. i wonder how would it be like. hope i could learn as much stuff as possible. n at the same time, find out if being a doctor is really wat i want to be.
Monday, October 16, 2006
oh man. so screwed. got bk bio,maths,chem,gp essay n econ essay. i'm so dead. i did quite badly this time. haix. worse than mid years. i can now say bye bye to H3 pharmaceutical chem. screwed up my chem essays terribly. :(. it's such a historical moment. 4.5 out of 20 for one of them n 9.5 for the other. i tink i have set a guiness record of my life. haix.'memorable' i must say. it's so heartbreaking. screwed gp too. really hope i cld at least pass. not to mention maths too. to tink that so many people say that it's so easy. ya. i scored super low for such an easy paper. it's definitely very 'encouraging' isn't it.
so sad. so depressing, so demoralizing. i wonder how m i going to sit for the A level exams next year. how m i going to compete with all those people out there who are scoring 4As as easy as ABC. haix.
boo.i so wanna cry.
anyway, got bk our 16PF personality test results. haha. i juz cant believe that i topped the conventional type. meaning that i could consider fields like accounting, financing, banking. as much as i love money$$:D, those jobs don't interest me AT ALL. haha. i'm not those who can face facts n figures everyday, if i really do, tink u can visit me at IMH in no time. lol. anyway, topped the social type next. haha, actually i quite like such stuff. i juz want to help people:)
it's quite interesting to read a detailed report on yourself, analysed by people u have never seen before, people who do not know u at all. they juz come up with a whole detailed report based on the online MCQs we tikamed. quite zai rite. i must say some are quite accurate too, though i dont really fancy a job that requires u to face facts n figures everyday. it suggested an occupation that is in line with my supposedly interests n characteristics: a restaurant manager. haha. well it don't beat sui hui's occupation;)
lol. sometimes i couldnt help but stop to think if my direction of focus is right. whether i'm cut out for it.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
yay. relieved. 15min of daimoku really helps:D. Never doubt the power of faith..haha..
Saturday, October 14, 2006
feel so helpless. haix. it's like i cldnt do anything to change it. really hope a miracle can happen. i want a miracle to happen. i juz wanna change it lahhhh!
argh.. i'm so 'zhi zuo' abt such stuff. well, tt's me i guess. Unwilling to accept that it's already a dead end, believing tt when there's a willl there's a way tt kind of saying...haix.
now it seems like a dead end to me too..Shld i juz let it go?
~stressed by myself.how can things go so wrong.
Kill me lah. sha le wo bah
yay! wr's almost done..haha..tink i'm kinda paranoid over pw liao..haha..mayb john''s right..capricorns are perfectionists:D..juz cant bear to see any flaws in our abt-to-submit wr...
Friday, October 13, 2006
at last, i'm like 90% recovered from the stupid virus. except the feeling of bloated-ness has yet to go away. haix.
i'm feeling so zombified now, having laid on the bed for 2 consecutive days. it's madness isn't it?
stupid virus. nearly ruined my day. however, it is becoz of this virus tt i gained something really invaluable. friendship:) i've learnt to appreciate it even more.
and it is this virus tt gave mi an excuse to take a break...haha.though not exactly 'break' but at least i slept more than enough liao. haha
class outing to sentosa was fun. it's really sad tt i cldnt join them for dinner as much as i wanted to. tt's where the stupidity comes in. STupid FEVER lah. anyway, overall i did enjoy myself very much. kana dunked too. haha..and for dunno wat reasons, i kept stepping onto oil on the sea bed -.-...yucks..stuck to my skin like some leech. so hard to wash it off. we played volleyball too..lolx..i have to admit..i really have low affinity with ball games. the ball juz goes everywhere except the direction i wanted it to go. haha. but one thing is that i could now play volleyball without the fear of breaking any fingers. lolx. volley's quite fun lah.
n i received a piece of good news...lolx...it's juz unbelievable. the power of belief and faith. i can hardly doubt it now.
o ya..by any chance if my pw grp members were to read this entry, i wld like to thk u guys sia..so sorry i didnt do much for the final draft..u guys did a great job;) jia you!!
i relied too much on...
Friday, October 06, 2006
yay!! PROMOS is FINALLY OVER!! my long awaited freedom is fnally here! hmm. actually wat i felt after the exam was a great lift of burden n stress with a small tingly feeling of worriness abt how i did. well, it's ALL over anyway..so HEck lah~ enjoy first, suffer later.
well, went bugis on fri wif en. haha. quite fun sia. there's quite a no. of interesting encounters. really very very very very interesting~ and it's all related to en. hahaha..really cant stop laughing.
went around shopping presents isnt easy. especially a prez for a six yr old kid. not an easy task at all. hah..went arnd bugis n cldn't find anything suitable. Finally seiyu's toy department, where i paid for my freedom...to shop for my own stuff. haha, exaggerated it mayb, but my mental burden was lifted, with a physical burden weighing me down. NOT that serious lah. haha..feeling crappy now. too much pw will digress ur brain. Know why? coz it will kill 99.9% of ur brain cells, leaving u with only 0.1% to cope with essential skills such as typing this entry.
n since i'm kind of brain dead now..i'll stop here. goodbye kitty~
she's right, u know?
ta
