[:>|::Any Dream Will Do..::|<:]: March 2007

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

It's been ages since i have blogged. Wasn't really in the mood to blog for the past few weeks. A lot had happened since 9 Feb. seriously. a lot.
the pain of loss i have gone through have left its scar on me. maybe time will heal it. but really, a life lesson was learnt. To treasure, to cherish and not to regret. I'm glad i've made her my friend, and i have the chance to be her friend , to get to know her more than the others. It's really sad when there's the "hi and bye" friends. I must say i have no regrets and i'm really thankful that at least i've gt the chance to know her. Though this means it hurts even more, it in fact had made me stronger. I know the world would not stop spinning for me. There's no standstill in reality. Hence, the only way out is to move on. At least that's what i've been psychoing myself during the Common test period. That period seriously allow me to momentarily escape from reality, just to stay in a world of mugging. But, it was after that, i was forced to face reality, when thanh's sms came. It just smacked me in my face. But that was when i made a promise to myself and her, i will pick myself up and move on. That's the last time i should allow myself to wallow in my own pain.
And that was the last.
It wasnt easy, really. As i was walking pass tampines bus intercahnge today, memories flood back. I should have taken the bus wif her, though we always sms each other when we reach the interchange separately, to see whose bus is faster. lame right. haha. happy memories to hold on. for life.