Saturday, October 14, 2006
feel so helpless. haix. it's like i cldnt do anything to change it. really hope a miracle can happen. i want a miracle to happen. i juz wanna change it lahhhh!
argh.. i'm so 'zhi zuo' abt such stuff. well, tt's me i guess. Unwilling to accept that it's already a dead end, believing tt when there's a willl there's a way tt kind of saying...haix.
now it seems like a dead end to me too..Shld i juz let it go?
~stressed by myself.how can things go so wrong.
Kill me lah. sha le wo bah