[:>|::Any Dream Will Do..::|<:]: lost

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Finally, SAT is FINALLY over. afer the strenuous 6 hrs paper (apparently), i really couldn't take it any longer. My back's aching, my eyes closing, i juz want to shut off and find some place to hibernate. (the library's couches is a recommended place:)
anyway, my energy level was way low my usual level. even now as i'm typing this entry, my brain's kinda half dead. the only thing keeping my alive is the noisy msn chat box.

Recent thoughts: i find mysef retreating, into a world of my own, i can literally feel myself closing up, like a flower that is like reversing its blooming. i will juz go into complete silence, become kinda reticent. i dunno why. perphaps, it's juz simply becoz yr 2's life is taking its toll on me.

i don't want to lose u, u and u. :(