[:>|::Any Dream Will Do..::|<:]: why

Sunday, January 24, 2010

haix. tell me why leh. why other people have birthday presents n i have none. ok not none. but. not a shared one from them. why why why leh. for once i'm glad that no one actually read my long dead blog. so i could just write whatever i want. haha. seriously, why leh?!?? haix. how pathetic can i get.

sometimes, i really feel that i'm really shi bai. i rmbed he told me before.. "pls lahh..u tink they will care about u meeh..u tink they will even think for u mehh..nobody will think for u de..they will just do their own stuff...why do u nd to keep thinking for them if they dont even think for u.."..fine..watever. coz sometimes, he's really right. n i can't deny. i have always wished for surprises..friends to give me surprises..like how i gave them or how i joined the rest n gave them one. gifts too (i mean, who wouldnt agree on that)..haha..but most of the time..nah..it never really happens...just really once in a while..

makes me wonder if i'm really a terrible friend or wat..maybe i'm quite a terrible person...all the maybes i could tink of couldnt answer my 'why?' question from the start. WHY LEH? u tell me lah. every other person, people chip in and have a ncie shared present..WHERE'S MINE? -.-

watever..like i cared.. haix.