Wednesday, March 23, 2011
am irritated.pissed.watever u called it. so irritated that i spouted !@#$ without realising it -_-.
WHY?!
Total crap isn't it. i can't say why I am so bu shuang about it. but somehow i am. kinda like, why am i there -_-
so pissed that i'm gonna drink all the soya milk drinks i bot.
irritated.
maybe tt's fate. no soya bean milk for you. haha.
Friday, February 11, 2011
以前的你去了哪里？
怀念从前的你，但那个你已离我而去。。。
Thursday, February 10, 2011
心里的痛，无人会懂
思念。。放在嘴边就失意义
唯能放在心底
但。。也因为如此，心也变得更沉重，更痛。
Saturday, November 27, 2010
With the release of this year's PSLE results and reviewing of the secondary schools my sister are eligible for, I finally realised how tough other's lives was compared to mine. While I was busy working my ass off to get into the course like medicine, people are struggling to get into university. When I though that entering an average secondary school such as Anderson was quite a breeze, it was so hard for others who didnt make the cut. I even remembered being disappointed at that point for not making into even better schools. I must have really took things for granted -__- (though I worked hard for them) and not appreciate what I have in life. But oh well, that's just me..always dissatisfied with whatever I've achieved -__-.
I used to think PSLE is easier than the school's exams, thus easier to do better. Apparently it's not.HAIX,I think I've imposed my expectations on her too. I had confidence in her. I made her dream big. I convinced her that if you aimed for the moon, you'll still be able to reach the stars even if you can't make it to the moon. Her disappointment, though well-hidden, pains me. I wonder..if I'm wrong in painting her that wonderful picture which was torn by reality. If I hadn't make her dream big,will her disappointment be less? All I wanted now is her to be happy. It's just PSLE for goodness sake. Screw Singapore system in making kids nowadays so stressed. Kids nowadays are smart enough to know that these examinations are important. And are stressed by them. Parent may play a part in transferring the stress to the children. BUT even without the parents, kids nowadays know. They are smarter and more mature. What a good job the system has done to the kids these days..forcing them to grow up at such an early age.
What I hope now, is that my dear sis doesnt give up. That's what I've been telling her these days. Just imagine that your results is a key that open the different doors. The better your key, the more doors you can open. PSLE is just one stage for you to get the key, there are many more ahead. So to get a good key, you have to work hard for one. Schools themselves are like the rooms contain the keys. Better rooms have more better keys. But what kind of key you get depends on yourself, the work and effort you put into. SO IT'S NOT THE END yet, just work harder next time :)
Let's just hope that the govt is not going to reduce the number of opportunities to obtain the keys or the doors that the key can lead to with the IP programs n stuff >.<
Oh Well~
Friday, October 29, 2010
无需做好人。。。因为人都是自私的。
Thks to you... I've finally understood that.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
seriously wth. do you think i really want to work there? if not for the promise i've made at that point of time, i would have chosen somewhere else. it's really ridiculous that you even made that statement. thks for showing me ur true self. the excuses that you gave were crap. fine, i'm a small fry, not worth mentioning or remembering. great, other than the gossips about me that you remembered what exactly do you have in you? you dont even remember which sch i'm from. tt's still forgivable. but which hospital I'm gg to? COME ON< if i'm not gg there, why on earth I did my attachment there?! use ur 'so smart' brain to think can't you? seriously. this is crap. totally spoilt my day. and g8, you made me wished I've never made that stupid promise and kept to it.
wth.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Some people look like they don't care because they are afraid of getting hurt.
Some people look like they don't have any expectations because they are afraid of disappointment.
Some people look like they don't have any opinions because they are afraid of putting others on spot.
When do others actually read into this?
